to my little sister by Darkangel-Drusilla, literature
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to my little sister
To my little sister
I love you princess I do not see you everyday
Our separation is not held at bay
I wish to see you when I hear your voice
I wish to hear you by my choice
But the world separates us
Keeps us apart
But remember
You're never away from my heart
I watch over you daily
Keep hold of that light
You are always party of my life
I love you my little sister
xxx
just another set of pointless by Darkangel-Drusilla, literature
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just another set of pointless
im numb
thats all i am
i cant feel a fucking thing
this isnt a poem
its just me writing another set of
pointless verse that no one
wants to read
cause no one actually cares
no one knows what i feel
no one wants to know
when i scream out to you all
to help me you ignore me
you dont give a fuck
this isnt a poem
its just another set of pointless verse
cuz im pointless
im useless
and what makes matters worse
i know it and i hate it
in truth i want to die
so fuxk the fucking lot of you
this is it.
Goodbye.
How can i do it?
start over again
when you talk with him
joke with him
treat him as your friend
you made a promise
youd stand by my side
made me promise
he'd see his dimise
but then i see you
friendship in your eyes
to that twat that hurt me
tookthe soul from my life
cant you see that you hurt me
I knelt down and cried
realising in agony
You were never at my side!
Two faced bitch
giving us hell
two faced bitch
think you're to good for this world
cant you see it
aint you even realised yet?
each and everyone of us
is completely sick of it!
you snotty nosed cow
to good for your friends?
"i'm to good for u"
the only message you send
I needed you by me
you wern't even there
The new people in my life
are still here to care
When your best friends all say
"we dont care any more!"
you know no one wants you
so just fuck off get away from us all!
die you rapist bastard by Darkangel-Drusilla, literature
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die you rapist bastard
Why did you do it?
Leave me so scared
when you knew i loved him
did you do it, just cause i was there
You wanted my body
wanted me bare
a slave to your will
i'd of never gone there
PIG HEADED RAPIST!!!
'girls dont say no'
'just get your kit off'
'i'll get my way'
YOU BASTARD GO AWAY
now im sat here
shaking
dont know what to do
told i should call the police
but i just want to run
from you
curl up and hide from
everyone
but most of all to
take the light away
FROM YOU!
i give up
fucking bastards i hate u all
keep breaking the promise
keep throwing me to the wall
with friends like you
who needs enemys
when all you do is break the rules
next time you need me
dont bother!
this family
its no longer yours!
i try and i try
i forgive you
dont worry
forgive and forget!
Just piss of and die wont you
cause im fed up with this shit
there's no point
no use
get over it
now its come to this
you're gone
no longer welcome
I GIVE UP!
We - a response in agreement. by Darkangel-Drusilla, literature
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We - a response in agreement.
WE sit for hours waiting
WE watch out childrens dreams die
whilst intelectuals and politicians
live the life of rye
WE give our all to live
WE live in a world of crime
whilst they hide in stately homes
and by their pools recline
WE pay taxes
THEY drive fancy cars
WE cradle our terrified children
THEY buy women for sex in bars
OUR friends are beaten through prejudice
THEY say its a chance to learn that
WE shouldnt be so different
THEY dont give a fuck
Will WE ever get a chance to speak
Will THEY ever know our names
will WE ever be listened to
or will THEY just let us DIE!!!
Through an angels eyes
I watch you sleep
to keep you safe
to set you free
i know when you dream
I hold you tight
To stop the nightmares
Fail their might
the stars spin round us
sun and moon
to watch over you
not a moment to soon
i will chase away your demons
when they try to bite
chase them away forever
i will be your guiding light
so little can i say
to make you truely know
that a star is watching over you
in the morn the night and noon
i'll spread my wings
draw you in
spin you round
the healing will begin
You're safe, yet free
always will be
under an angels wing
goodness you shall see!
Let me listen
you know that i care
i'll watch over you always
forever be there
I know what you're going through
Did it myself
Watched the world fall down
Lost my heart and the rest
I feel your pain
I know there's tears
But remember angel
I'm always here
In the dark of night
when you're alone
remember just call me
for you i'll be home
tell me secrets
tell me fears
i dont care what I'm going through
for you i'll be here
I can't stop it happening
cant take conrol
but can give you one thing
nd thats someone to hold
i'll listen to everything
help where i can
help you understand
upset isnt a ban
It wasn't your fault
ne
Lies You Told Me by Darkangel-Drusilla, literature
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Lies You Told Me
Lies you told me
Your soft lips are ruby red,
Your hair as soft as satin,
Lines you said,
To play my mind,
To make me want you by my side.
Broken promises,
Fruitless lies,
That's what you are in this girl's eyes,
You took my gift,
Yet wanted more,
Left me shattered on the filth laden floor.
I cried for hours late at night,
Wanted to die, give up the fight,
Then one day I started a new,
With a man stronger, better than you.
But then in the darkness I cried in fright,
As another young woman fell slave to your bite,
You said her hair was like fire,
Said she'd stolen your heart,
But still you lied, said you wanted me after
I've never spoken before,
Never been allowed to let go,
They never saw my feelings,
I never let them show.
Not even to him.
On the day i met you,
i felt you understood me,
You were a friend and a neighbour,
At last my honour could be,
You let me win.
Alone we stand on the cliff tops,
of my agonies and pain,
The seas of fear and torment,
Rolling in again.
You see me in his arms,
My heart is telling lies,
You know what is happening,
You hold me when i cry.
When we watch the sunset,
fall on those oil struck sands,
We'll wake up tomorrow together,
free in a different land.
i thought i could trust you by Darkangel-Drusilla, literature
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i thought i could trust you
I thought i could trust you
Though to the end
Thought you were honest
That you were my friend
That was lies.
If i could hold you again in the night
I'd rip up your heart
You'd run away in fright
So as i could live and be free.
That beauty you stole,
took away my light,
so now as i fight
towards my light
my friends know you lie
the women of my circle want you to die
Your theft will be gone.
Kisses and Tears by Darkangel-Drusilla, literature
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Kisses and Tears
You kiss me on the cheek
Tears well in my eyes
I dont really love you
In all truth I want to die
That arm around my shoulder
Holds me close and tight
I know what u want of me
I back away in fright
'What on earth are you doing'
the words I hear you cry
next second I'm falling backwards
battered on the floor i lie
You ask why i don't love you
In honesty can't you see why?
You beat me and you hurt me
you left me here to die.
On the day i fell
You were there to catch my fall
The day i wanted to die
You were there to take my call
When i phoned you in the moonlight
You didn't yell or moan
But took me by the arm
Lead me to my home
In the sunrise of your beauty
You saved me from the end
You keep me in your sights
Beg my heart to mend
The blades were near my wrists
But you've brought me far
You keep me as your woman
Your love and greatest friend
Truly yours
The words you utter
You know I'm under your spell
That picnic rug beneth the stars
Words you tell me from the heart
i wish now we could live as one
but i know until the deed is done
you fly
i cry and wish
wish that with one tenter kiss
wish my prince would come.
I step from Education by Darkangel-Drusilla, literature
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I step from Education
My mind is a gift, not to waste
my thoughts are wine that i must taste
At this time i try to see,
to learn,
the steps that set me free.
The pen in my hand,
i write my fate
I hear my heart hammer,
My worry great.
I've laid awake
Thought about it
How will i cope
When it comes to it
An Education at end
A life to begin,
That first step to freedom
i'll make sure i win
Rip away my beating heart
the pain will fill me.
Stab it through with a sharpened blade
The pain will thrill me
An ending close and yet so far
The pains of a death apart
as we live
you break me
we breath
I slay you
Those three words that broke my heart
I love you.
If i was to fall
through sun and sea and sky
If i was to fall
would I ever fly?
Ive felt so lost
so long now
and constantly i wonder how?
How can i feel so lonely?
I want to run away
But i have to face the gunman
I have to stand and stay.
Still in love with you,
Cant Concentrate,
Still in love with you,
I Contemplate.
When i still love you so
How did i ever let you go?
The nights spent in your arms,
That first day i fell for your charms.
I remember it all.
I crumble and fall.
I miss you.
My first love so true.
No one underdstands,
The tremble in my hands,
As i hold that photo,
Of you.
'Oh we're just good friends,'
The lie that we both spend,
I know I'm in your heart,
I have done from the start,
Then that night we kissed.
A feeling I have missed.
I knew, I always knew,
That my thoughts were true.
I wonder if you'll ever say,
You want me back,
Want m
Air of Summer.
The skys are clear in the morning wake,
Absent of those lingering clouds.
With the sound of the birds distant song,
Flowing softly through the window.
Your ears are open as the sounds enter,
Opening your eyes to a new summers day.
A gentle ease of a blowing wind,
Drifts through a parted gap.
With a small shallow whistle in its path,
A cool new factor has entered the day.
With a stretch and a yawn someone stumbles,
As is with this new summers day.
The cold splash of a morning wash,
A ruffle of cloths at the start of a day.
A glancing look out to the sky,
With a forceful thought for today.
A gentle strole into th
I don't know if I can cope,
With the intensity
Of this frivolous feeling,
That makes my heart pound constantly,
That keeps miraculously healing,
Parts of me I didn't know were,
Broken.
Before you,
I wasn't torn in
two
and how?
Why is it that
I'm freewheeling
Through desires
I didn't know
I know?
The
Scattered,
Shattered,
Shards,
Of the old me,
Poor shy girl,
Tossed to the heavens,
Like stars to be,
A sharp reminder,
Just mine to see,
My past.
They are going now,
They won
Lies You Told Me by Darkangel-Drusilla, literature
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Lies You Told Me
Lies you told me
Your soft lips are ruby red,
Your hair as soft as satin,
Lines you said,
To play my mind,
To make me want you by my side.
Broken promises,
Fruitless lies,
That's what you are in this girl's eyes,
You took my gift,
Yet wanted more,
Left me shattered on the filth laden floor.
I cried for hours late at night,
Wanted to die, give up the fight,
Then one day I started a new,
With a man stronger, better than you.
But then in the darkness I cried in fright,
As another young woman fell slave to your bite,
You said her hair was like fire,
Said she'd stolen your heart,
But still you lied, said you wanted me after
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hi all,
well out of pure boredom im adding yet another journal entry!
so wots happened 2 me of late...
well firstly theres that think that has left me in shock, majorly depressed, signed off college and with murderous intent,i say no more about that as i may scream and hit something or some one so topic changed.
well what has happened of late then?
well 4 on i have become a lesbian porn model for kat -bedlam baby- which has caused much amusement amongst the girls and much excitement amongst the boys (kat i want copies of those pics i could make millions in blackmail lol!)
along with much other randomness i have also had my first taste o
hey all
this will probably b 1 of my more random journals so xpect confusion!!!!
first the tale of the hedgehog! last nite at Kc's suprise 18th (WOO we got her)
there was the most miraculous thing ever, amid the drink, dancing and random drug abuse, was a cute lil hedgehog meandering across my lawn (much to the awwing and huhing of me and miss jossie) my mothers response dont tell the boys theyll use it as a football! at this point trippie came waaaing into the garden saying hedgehog where! for the shear sake of it i sed thada way ---> and pointed sum wer vaguely in the direction of the caravan trippie yells il get it and runs into the car
hey all!
So where shall i start???
well on the 17th i got my As results (screams and runs away) didnt do too badly i guess! i passed at any r8! lol
got E's in maths and Philosophy! see everyone i told u i'd screw them up seeing as i hate them :P and all i heard 4 a year in class was :blahblah: well that and alot of gossip neways! lol
and just so u no pixie is insane she got a B in philosophy!!! HOWWW!!!! *shudders*
got a D on my drama which sucked ass as i tried sooooooo hard! :'( grrr i hate exams!!
got a C on my lit paper which im uber pleased wit spesh as on the great gatsby paper i got an E lol lol lol (evil book i shall :chainsaw: